Apologies and other hubbabaloo

I don’t usually make what I’m going through a public thing, and I’m not looking for sympathy either- I’m posting this because I know some people are wondering why the absence?

The truth shall be shared as best as I can say, but text has never been on my side in displaying my emotions
But I hope that this is a good summary:
I’m sorry.

To everyone, to everyone I’ve hurt or made feel insignificant; to everyone I’ve avoided and dispatched, and to my behavior in the past and my behavior as of late. I am- as a whole- Sorry.
There are no excuses for my actions and how I’ve treated even people I care about; and not only that but my obnoxious and reclusive behavior to even those I do not know. It is absolutely uncalled for and I apologize profusely for that too.

And while I suffer from crippling depression, it is no excuse to act like a child, to get upset over minimal details, to act less than my age and less than my person. Especially when bringing up the same issues over and over and over- constant complaining ISN’T who I am and isn’t who I WANT to be.  

I can’t say I’ll be too active on here, but I wanted to let those who know me, or have been curious: that I appreciate your sentiments.

I’ve got some work to do, some problems to work out, I’ve got a long journey ahead of me, a large amount of spiritual and emotional growth.

And for those who are curious and want to see some updates and such I suggest going to my:

Also, an important note: please; if you are able, donate to Goregoat she’s in need of help for hospital expenses and other things as well. I’d strongly appreciate any aid you were to give her.

Thanks in advance everyone, I hope your holiday season has been going well and that it continues to do so.